I Could Really Use a Chill Pill

Oh. My. Lord. Can time just stop, for like, 24 hours? Can I have one day without feeling like a burden or a degenerate? I hate having Depressive states. I wish I still had my Therapist, the new one I have, I’ve only seen once, and so I have no opinion on them whatsoever. Dealing with all the drama and million stressors in the world, along with feeling like I’m missing out on every day while everything is collapsing around us.


Hot Damn Though! I am really grooving with Nix again. After figuring out I could add home-manager inside of the basic nix files, without extra post-install scripts, I was fully comitted. What did I need home-manager for? I’ve completely forgotten, and have no reason to take advantage of it yetsofar… Although… I have just switched to Sway yet again, an Huzzah! Application startup times are finally at a normal pace (I probably just finally got the script written correct for once to ‘make it so’), and relying on basic config files simplifies the sheer potential of lines of spaghetti text. I hope to have a public repo to show off my default getup soon!